Posts Tagged ‘braindump’

Where does the time go?

Friday, June 4th, 2010

Harvard

I overheard the strangest conversation in the bookstore today. (My ears perked up, you see, because someone said “Kierkegaard.”) I don’t even know where to begin on how incredibly strange I found it – but I do, clearly, need to actually read Fear and Loathing. Because what I got out of Kierkegaard was the impression of a very weird sense of humor, you see.

Then again, reading anything in the philosophical vein literally – which I am certain people do – is necessarily going to end in bizarre interpretations.

Anyway. I was thinking about something again. It might have been back to the rant about modern machines & how they shape our approach to certain categories of objects. It might have been something about textiles. I can’t remember from one day to the next – it’s all a bit of a blur. I am pretty sure I want to get a tiny press – not necessarily because I want to print (although I think I do), but because I value the reminders of a possibility that even someone like me can do maintenance on the tools of a trade. Modern machines – especially the harbinger of the future machines – are too arcane, too much left to experts for repair.

I might be wrong, but I think that’s at the heart of the so-called DIY revolution (which is a bizarre phenomenon, and I think  I need to do some unpacking of what I actually think about it – because, yeah, sometimes it’s amazing, but sometimes I fail to see the point, or it just seems to be an increasingly stuff-oriented philosophy. Which is, correct me if I’m wrong, not where it was “supposed” to go.) … it’s so alienating to not be able to make a thing you use work, to not understand how its moving parts fit together, etc etc.

Which brings me to something I occasionally cycle through bitterly regretting – I think part of the reason I never really got into computer-guts was a certain operating system which just made everything about the bits and codes and things going on under the plastic that one extra layer less transparent – and so I went back to books and string and tools I could see right to the heart of.

Not that I ever thought of it that way when I was, oh, a wee little thing.

But there you go. And last weekend I finished reconstructing my memory of a bookbinding structure that I did once and took awful notes on – thanks to some pictures on the internet and a diagram I thought I’d lost somewhere along the way. It’s something I’m pleased with – and I’m going to make a few more. Just to see if I can get it up to my own standards (as far as I’m concerned the first one is awful, even if it is a perfectly functional book, and a nifty thing to have made).

That’s going to have to wait, though. I’ve got this huge list of things I need to get done this month. Good grief, how do I manage to get so darn overscheduled just on self-imposed deadlines?

Brains composting.

Friday, April 16th, 2010

Grey

I’m still thinking about three not particularly distinct projects. Actually, I think they might all be part of the same thing. I’m trying to sort through what I think of print on demand, periodicals, travel writing, and pseudo-antique hipster photography. All at once. Not to mention the worrying about exactly how much risk I can handle in my vaunted old age (don’t ask).

But I got a thrilling delivery from the UK: a mould and deckle, so I might just decide to see what happens if one rets denim the way one rets flax … and read the future in the quality of whatever paper results.

Burgundy? Red. RED!

Sunday, April 4th, 2010

Red

This week, apparently, I’m taking pictures of things for color… And I do love these bright red tiles.

Maybe I’m subconsciously preparing for the sewing project I want to work on next. Hard to tell.

Sometimes the only solution to an afternoon of faint ennui (is there such a thing?) is home-made pasta. Eggs, flour, salt, and olive oil makes a pretty decent dinner. The rest of it, well, I’m about to run out of black thread, and I don’t think stitching faster is going to work this time. Maybe. I’m going to watch a movie about fast cars and see if that helps.

(While I’m at it, I’m also going to be quietly amazed that there’s a town called Poetry, Texas. Too bad it’s so close to Dallas.)

Some things that were pretty cool about today:

Thursday, March 18th, 2010

into the square

This turned out better than I hoped it would.

I read an extremely satisfying book which I got unexpectedly because somebody had an extra galley.

A friend of mine randomly showed up just as I was about to give up on being a civilized human being, and we chatted just long enough that work didn’t seem so bad afterwards.

After three and a half years, I have set foot in my local public library. I have a library card and a mission. Wish me luck.

Distraction!

Monday, February 22nd, 2010

Also, my daily quota of exclamation point.

I stumbled across a book called Empires of the Silk Road: A History of Central Eurasia from the Bronze Age to the Present. The Introduction and Preface are absolutely charming (in particular, the author’s stance on postmodernism), and the Prologue thus far is delightful. It’s a selection of origin myths, following a certain formula, from a number of different people. The epigram for the chapter (in a Cyrillic original and an English translation) is from Janghar,  the Kalmyk national epic. Why had nobody mentioned this fount of unbelievable awesomeness? (To be fair, one of my best electives in collitch was a class called Nomads, Steppes, and Cities, which did hint at it quite a bit.)

What can I say? It’s research.

(Also, the Epilogue should be pretty great: it’s called The Barbarians, and claims to unpack the history of Western cultural stereotypes about barbarians…)

Also, due to a small ’splosion of ire on my internets a few days ago, I am thinking about the lines between joking about something harmful in order to make it possible to process it and joking about something in a way that trivializes it. Because, of course, I read a fair number of SF blogs, and some YA blogs, and there’s quite often an undercurrent of how we deal with race & cultures & other things that aren’t our own. It’s a big issue.

And for fun, I write novels. (Sometimes.) Believe me, I worry about how my “cultural appropriation” comes across. I like to think of myself as someone who does it mostly so I can learn, rather than contributing to glorification of various hideously colonialist misinterpretations. Or, you know, whatever. (Hence the research. My current project is an alternate/second world history of part of the Mongol empire. Kinda.)

(Also, I don’t necessarily think that abnormal should have a negative connotation. Just sayin’…)

But what I really want to be doing (aside from reading history) is embroidering a rug. Which is, clearly, a long-term project. And one I don’t have the materials for. But apparently there’s a technique which uses chain stitch on sturdy backing, and makes fabulous spirals and curves, and I really like the idea of making rugs. (Although, really, latch hook is pretty fun. Despite  a certain similarity in result to shag carpeting, and therefore something out of the ’70s. Not everything about the ’70s was awful, though. I’m pretty sure.)

And I’ve been watching Hill Street Blues, which I haven’t watched in, oh lordy. Probably more than fifteen years, tho’ I don’t want to dwell on that. It’s still really good. (And I’m surprised by how much of it I remember, and by the fact that one of the more delightful secondary characters from Star Trek (hi, I’m a huge geek, just so you know) was in an episode. So my facial recognition skills aren’t as bad as I thought they were.)

Now I’m just procrastinating. I bet there’s a more productive way to avoid doing things that might be misconstrued as work…

Is there anybody out there?

Sunday, February 7th, 2010

No?

Good.

1. How many people out there would pay $175 dollars a pop for nifty … huh. Actually, now that I think about this, it might not be a bad idea. The question is one of editorial oversight, and I suppose a little legal consideration: but. Nice editions of public domain books? Not actually a terrible idea. I mean, at least that much each, and oh boy limited edition… and what would Google say? (Also, I’d have to get over my fear of InDesign and figure out how to actually make printing four-up or eight-up work.)

2. I am fairly certain that I need to get over the detached chain stitch, which I am using to make lazy daisies, and … it’s out of hand.

3. There’s something broken in the way people think about books. I can’t figure out what it is. Well, ok, some of it is that people are unwilling to think critically in a historical context, and some of it is that I think we’ve lost track, as a group, of how bookselling profit works. You know, think back to lending libraries. It’s just like Netflix. Only with paper. And less mail. (Of course, who remembers that there used to be multiple daily mail deliveries in certain places?)

4. Why does anybody want to work in a bookstore, anyway?

POD?

Sunday, January 31st, 2010

1. You know who I think needs to get the EBM? Coffee shops.

2. What is going to save the independent bookstore? Quite possibly an archaic business model in which booksellers are printers.

3. Do I still value the independent bookstore? Kinda. Not as much as I did five or ten years ago. Shockingly, with age comes disillusionment.

4. Is there hope? Eh, probably. The future isn’t all bad.

5. Technicalities, however, are becoming more and more important – while the specificity of language we’re using gets blurrier and blurrier. I suppose that’s a jargon problem, along with a lack of respect for the layman.

6. Why is craft still, still a dirty word in some circles? (Why are people still beating the dead horse of art vs. craft, as though they’re somehow mutually exclusive? Or is that just me?)

Braindump

Sunday, January 24th, 2010

Some things, in no particular order:

Making bread, since I still don’t do it very often, is an adventure and a treat. Fresh-baked bread with experimental red pepper dip: totally awesome. (It is exactly what I thought it was, and I would like to obtain a mortar and pestle for the next time. Also I will plan the roasted red peppers a little tiny bit better.)

I got Piracy: The Intellectual Property Wars from Gutenberg to Gates. I can’t wait to start reading it. If there’s unexpected radio silence here, that’s probably why. (The cover, by the way, is kind of twee, adorable, and stood out quite well on the shelf. Of course, it was a face-out. The spine is nothing special.) (I am so irritated that the author teaches at the University of Chicago, and not somewhere local to me.)

I am thinking about POD in an entirely different context this week than I was last week. I still don’t know any of the useful technical details. I’m on the case, though.

Respect the Spindle, which is Abby Franquemont’s book, came out almost two months ago. I just noticed and read it on, erm, I think Saturday. It’s very good. It makes not carrying a spindle around everywhere seem quite silly.

It’s very close to the deadline for registering to do the open studio thing I did last year. I’m dithering. It’s probably silly not doing it, though.

It kind of horrifies me that Jerry Pinkney hadn’t won a Caldecott yet. I just, I dunno, assumed that he had. Ah, well, now he has.

I have been overcome by the urge to listen to opera and jazz again. What I need, I think, is a mashup of Philip Glass (Akhnaten) and Miles Davis (Bitches Brew).

… which is my cue to step the heck away from the internet.