I did it again. Remember that shot of the river from last week?

It snowed today, for a few glorious hours.
I don’t plan to go on about the year just past – it doesn’t seem noteworthy enough, and I’m afraid that if I do I’ll get all maudlin and depressed. Suffice it to say that it was, as usual, a fascinating collection of three hundred and sixty, give or take a handful, days. Some of them were good. Some of them were bad. As usual.
On the year ahead, though, I have some thoughts. Mostly inconsequential, mostly vague: but thoughts that I believe to be worthy of pursuit.
For starters, I was reading along on the internet and somebody said “We really ought to have done a lot.” (Ariana Osbourne, in fact, whose blog I’ve been reading because of a particularly fascinating scheme of Warren Ellis’s…) Well, geez. That does rather put it in perspective. It has been that kind of year, a bit. Possibly even that kind of decade, but there’s a lot of years in there I definitely don’t want to dwell on. All right, then, I think I’ll try to finish some things. It’s not like I don’t have plenty of projects to work on.
There’s no reason everything has to be perfect. Perfectionism is an excellent excuse not to finish anything, and it works wonders in contributing to unreasonable laziness. I say this because I’ve been lazy, the last couple of years. Not in terms of making things, but in terms of getting them finished and free in the world. Sure, there are some things I make for myself, and those don’t go anywhere … but there’s got to be more to it than that. I mean, among other things, by this point in my life … I don’t know, I feel like I can take some matters into my own hands. That’s what the internet is for, after all.
Yes, I’m being intentionally vague. I feel as though every time I make a clearcut statement about what I’m doing – or what I am going to do – I trip all over my expectations and screw it up. This year, I am doing, and maybe I’ll talk about it and maybe I won’t. Trust me, the one key goal I have here is focus. Well. Focus might not be the right word. But a little more dedication to what’s important, and not so much on the everyday grind.
How’s that sound?






And I turned around while I was waiting for a light to change, and saw this brilliant dark pink sunset, so of course I had to catch some of it.
And I saw an ad for a place showing Brazil, which is one of my favorite movies. Ducts are pretty entertaining. Maybe somebody should paint them interesting colors. Stripes, perhaps …